Can't get with girls?

 "What is the secret to getting with girls?"

You have to hate them. 

To get girls you have to be aggressive.  You find it difficult because they overwhelm you.  You're sentimental. 

You know what else you can't do if you're not aggressive?  Be honest; they try to take that away from you too (honesty is how you corner girls and it's what defines you as a guy).  If you don't hate them for that then you're just one of them, and you should be more submissive, get married, and become the herd that leaves distraught people out in the void of neglect (like christian hell) and that will provoke a world of some who'll rape and cut up your little kids.  But that's what you deserve, and they'll just become apathetic to it, blame others even more, and perpetuate it; if you don't hate this absolute worthlessness then you're like them.  Everyone fights; the herd and women just fight differently.  If you don't think so you're like them.  That's why you have to mistreat them now to prevent all of that.  That's the best way of doing it.  And ignore them if they don't understand it. 

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I am going to fcku so many girls and I'm going to make a porn site and you'll see it will be the greatest thing in porn that's existed so far.  You see, it's my fate like philosophy was, but I didn't see the connection between that and sex until recently. 

It's god's way of making up for the difficulties of the task set before me.  But it's hard to explain you'll have to see.  Because the world is not yet honest with itself nor is it responsible enough it has not yet made the truth clear, and I see clearly how that relates to sex: a christian can't really have much to say against an honest and responsible sexuality.  Responsibility is a quality that applies to various circumstances, not a "this" and not "that" mentality.  If you take away their naysaying they're exposed as antagonists, and all this without ever having to take away their silly myths. 

TRUTH about MONEY

if anyone wants to know the truth about life then here it is:

from the logical perspective life is not about the little things, but about power, or a quality beyond anything cumulative (anything that can be held or pinpointed).  it amounts to something invincible (link), creative and infinite.
from the emotional perspective life is about the little things, the small countable meaningless things because in them lie the little people, or the masses, and in becoming competitive, petty, and stupid like them you in a sense show them love, and become a part of a greater emotional wave that has the potential to be all inclusive.
to sum up the absolute truth cannot be described but from these two perspectives we are able to approach it; there is a purpose to everything, and so nothing in particular matters, but it seems we must approach the dismal prospect (as it seems to us) in order to come face to face, as it were.

money is only a representation of what's of real value, and the only thing of real value is the quality of people's lives, while this depends entirely on their relationships.  money is only the organization of a process of exchange between people, something we manage but that reflects something of true value, nothing in itself.  the notion of profit reflects the corruption of our egoism, and tyrannizes just as much as seduces, deceiving the weak.  it is necessary to invest only as much as is needed, and never risk anything beyond our current capacities, but our greed makes us reckless, and then we form corporations without the scope for the level of detail that reaches the bottom and true efficiency, forcing us to make up for that with slaves and optimism, pushing on our basic rights.
it's unnecessary to send out surveys to find out what people need.  the only thing that is necessary is to be efficient, so that the things that need to be dealt with become apparent, and the only thing that is a focus should be the quality of people's lives within the corporation, so that the company becomes like a living monument unto the world, and this is of the greatest value to us.

hermit

It's from people's ignorance that the darkness is created, in which those who know can pierce through into a light that is an even greater distance.


It's hard to explain the nature of the iridescence in this light, like that of memories and dreams, except more lucid than even waking life.

Even now that i've left it behind i can see how special it is, and unknown by the masses.  i had this need to simply make a point of it.  I can't describe it.

but just to clarify I am not a hermit per se, only something close, and what i brought back with me from there is this: the truth about moral interpretation.
so there are these people who have notions of right and wrong, and there is no right and wrong.  every notion of what should and shouldn't be gets in the way of accepting how things are and appreciating what is.  there are people who side with the majority and they call it humanity, but in the end no one can be left out.  there are people who call it love but without responsibility there is no independence, and it turns into attachment, forming packs in the world to survive, but love is like music, immutable, unwavering independence, and a resulting harmony.  what most people call love is like noise.

noclip

So I did nothing today; absolutely nothing, except go through portal 2 with the cheat on. 

I realized today that nothing short of the spiritual can really change my life.  The spiritual is the great focus that everything else we can see falls short of, that thing we tend to overlook because it's IMPRACTICAL!  It's idealistic and says little about our lives.  But it's for that reason also that people see life as an overwhelming chaos and look for backdoor answers like blind faith and the scientific method, taking sides to avoid accountability as individuals, unable to deal with life directly.  And it's this helplessness (what is judged as external will never be brought under control) that in turn complicates and overwhelms.  It's futile and always reverts back to chaos, and suffering, so it very much in the end, when you've gone through it enough, relates to our lives.

Except it's just as difficult. 

Check this OUT!!!!

I learned something today.  As soon as you get energy in life you have to use it purely/solely to help others, bring them up too―simultaneously (no waiting, no order! No egoistic intention?).

And then you will deal with the unfriends (animals/parasites) who don't understand this, but you will see more clearly the value of the effort. 

And to all those who compete!:

Making a point of things (life conception of "right") means you're just defending yourself; it's better to be honest with yourself―that's when you'll be the most creative.  Otherwise you'll find you're at a loss of strength for the things you make a point of. 

To be successful you must get to a place where you can rest, in which the best of you becomes natural, and you "might" have to steal to get there (so no saying you're "pathetic" or that you're "bad").

(pathetic and bad; two birds with one stone!)

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Okay.  Guess what I had another thisty day at work today; work really sucks.  You know why?  Because it's slavery.  A job is really the illusion of security of a discouraged nature that does not appreciate it's place in the economy.  But there is no security except the genuine concern of people who are not as unfortunate, which is lacking!  But not non-existent, which is why there is some good and things don't just fall apart.  There is corruption in the world but it appears to be like the dying cells of our body, only a destructive thing in total ignorance of its great purpose.  This is the nature of egoism, and calculating profit, which is what every advantage is doing in this deficient system!  Pushing each other down!  Encouraging a world that pushes you down!  It will ultimately fail miserably.  We can all hope for that!  It will be a spectacle at least.

So anyway the corruption in the job is evident in how dumb people like to make a point of optimism, but it would be responsible to be efficient, and to organize things in such a way that the problems and areas of improvement become obvious, instead of ignoring precisely these small details that would streamline things, and constantly look for new strategies and techniques!  Roll your fcking eyes at the little things and still strut about optimistically because you want to get promoted, because you know how to engage the competition.  When you really just want to fit in--don't lie!  You're not responsible!  It's not what really matters "on the inside."  DON'T LIE. 

Anyway the lesson is that the things that make a person competitive are the same things that make them indolent sentimental fools!  Like a gangster and his religious nonsense. 

No offense to gangsters, and not just because you'll kill me, but because it's not about right and wrong; I just have a lot of hostility.  To hate someone is simply to be angry, like a pinprick.  To get away from them is to no longer hate them.  That's what I'm trying to do.  In fact if you avoid moral interpretation you can easily love the people you once hated if you can simply get away from them.  Everyone needs their space!  But gangsters are in a sense more honest expressions of the nature of how things are in the world.  Everything is very aggressive, masked in pretensions and overconfidence.  Everything is a fight, hatred even, ready to choose ourselves over anyone else.  "The beginning of homicide."  it's no harmless thing to be a coward (*ahem* christians).  Everybody is a part of this.

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